This is it!

No words can fully express the things running in my mind right now.

Sad that I'm leaving my family and friends.

Happy that I'm finally living my dream.

Proud that after all the pains I've finally found my gain.

Scared that I'm biting off more than I can chew.

Excited that I get to relive my student days all over again.

Concerned that if I don't perform, I'll have to pay my debts till the end of time.

But most importantly..

Thankful that Allah has granted me more than I ever thought I deserved. Alhamdulillah.

I'm thankful to my dad who diligently drove me around up and down West Malaysia when the goal was nowhere in sight. I'm thankful to my mom who was my source of motivation. If it weren't for my parents' help, I'm not sure I'd have the strength to be where I am right now.

I'm thankful to Eric whose assistance was probably was the turning point of my whole ordeal.

I'm thankful to Kak Rush who surprised me with her tenacity. I'm thankful to Pn Fawzia and Kak Fazlina who have been extremely kind and compassionate despite my constant pestering.

I'm thankful to Prof Jailani who went out on a limb for a nobody like me. I'm thankful to all the lovely kakaks and abangs who made me feel welcome at FST.

Other people waited for years to get where I am right now.. And many of my new found friends are still waiting. I feel so humbled to be here.

One thing's for sure. Failure is NOT an option.

I can feel like this is a major turning point in my life. Like I'm at the edge of a really tall cliff and I'm just about to jump. It's so scary but I know that this is my time to fly :)

Almost there..

Visa dah siap. Yay!

Tapi tiket blum siap. Amik masa seminggu lagi.

:P

More time to catch up with people :)

So it's confirmed that I'm NOT flying this Saturday!

Visa oh visa..

Haih.. Kata je kat website, dah ada online application and biometrics ni nanti all processing jadi lagi cepat.. Ni dah dua minggu dah ni oiii.. Dulu mintak time peak periods pun seminggu je dah dapat.. Haih..

Mintak2 laaaa esok dapat.. Kalo tak dapat? Kena pergi inform balik satu Malaysia yang aku tak jadi fly Sabtu ni.. Kena tunda lagi.. huhu..

Oh well.. More time for Prosperity Burger :D